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一講起你已經等於再殺死我... [04 Sep 2005|11:03pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I was really looking forward to this long weekend...I was hoping to finally catch up on some much needed sleep...At first, it seemed like I would as well...But of course, things never work out that well... T_T There were just too many things working against me and my quest for slumber...From GS to minor food poisoning of some sort and now other things... @_@ Sleep seems as distant as ever... T_T And in case you didn't notice it when I first said it, yes, GS... @_@ Ha ha ha...ha ha...ha... T_T Doesn't look like I'll be getting much sleep tonight either... T_T

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其實自己一個更開心... [03 Sep 2005|12:59am]
[ mood | restless ]

I Am A: Lawful Neutral Elf Ranger Thief

Lawful Neutral characters believe in the triumph of law and order above all else. It does not matter whether the leader is for good or evil; the leader will be followed, because the order they provide is the most important thing.

Elves are the eldest of all races, although they are generally a bit smaller than humans. They are generally well-cultured, artistic, easy-going, and because of their long lives, unconcerned with day-to-day activities that other races frequently concern themselves with. Elves are, effectively, immortal, although they can be killed. After a thousand years or so, they simply pass on to the next plane of existance.

Primary Class:
Rangers are the defenders of nature and the elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy.

Secondary Class:
Thieves are the most roguish of the classes. They are sneaky and nimble-fingered, and have skills with traps and locks. While not all use these skills for burglary, that is a common occupation of this class.

Silvanus is the True Neutral god of nature. He is also known as the Patron of Druids. His followers believe in the perfect balance of nature, and believe that nature's bounty is preferable to any other 'civilizing' method. They wear leather or metallic scale mail, constructed of leaf-shaped scales. Silvanus's symbol is an oak leaf.

Find out What D&D Character Are You?, courtesy ofNeppyMan (e-mail)

Hmmmm, ha ha ha ^_^ Yah...Ha ha... @_@ Ha... T_T

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僕わ君を探してた [21 Aug 2005|09:16pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

These past few days have led to quite a few things for me to reflect upon. I don't know if I'm just over-analyzing things like I've been told a few times before, or if I've just not been observant enough to notice before...But yes, in my opinion, things aren't looking the best at the moment...This, of course, in no way means I'm ready to give up though ^_^ If only things were that easy... T_T

On another note, I went to my cousin's wedding yesterday at an air force base...It was the biggest wedding I've been to yet @_@ I'd probably estimate between 350-400 people there. It was quite a large gathering @_@ Despite a few minor technical/service issues, I'd say that the wedding went pretty well...I ended up sitting at a table with my brother, a cousin, and 5 cousin's of my cousin who was getting married who I met for the first time yesterday. Of course, best part of the night was the free drinks, ha ha ha >_< But yah, it was a fun night, although near the end, I was dead tired...Seeing such a happy newly-wed couple kind of makes you feel kind of envious, but yah, I know I'm nowhere near even close to that point in my life yet, ha ha ha ^_^

Anyways, yah, this weekend just seemed way too short... T_T Monday's come around again and it's the beginning of another work week... T_T On the bright side, I suppose it's another pay week so I can look forward to having some cash again @_@ But yah, that probably won't last long either T_T It never does... T_T

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Freaking Llama Idiots! [12 Aug 2005|08:25pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Well, that was a complete waste of an hour I could have spent sitting in my room staring at the wall which would have been a much better way to spend my time...So, yah, that supposed programming side job...Completely a scam -_- In fact, didn't involve programming at all...It was all just one of those Quickstar/Amway scams -_- Needless to say, I'm rather bitter about my wasted hour...I could list about a thousand things that I could have been doing that would have been more useful than staying there for that so called "interview" >_< Which of course, includes lying in bed listening to music, staring blankly at the ceiling or even playing with staples!

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Mmm, Vanilla Mints... [10 Aug 2005|09:37pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Well, I think it's official...I'm losing both my sight and hearing...I swear, I'm finding myself less and less able to comprehend what people say...I apologize to anyone who I've made repeat themselves over and over T_T I've also managed to break my glasses, so that means my vision is quite impaired as well ^_^ Ha ha ha, so yah, partially deaf and blind guy driving...Makes you feel safe on the roads, doesn't it? >_<

Anyways, haven't update for a while...Last few days, I've been going out more...Three outta the last four days in fact...That's like completely unheard of for me previously >_< Ha ha, yah, I know, I never said I was the most exciting person T_T But anyways, the last few days were definately quite enjoyable...Definately would like to hang out more ^_^

As for new news, I got a call from some guy who supposedly runs some e-commerce business type thing...Apparently they're looking for more people to hire on the side to do some work...So he set up a meeting with me for Friday night...Dunno exactly what it is...But I figure it's worth seeing what he has to say...And if it turns out to be a big scam, at least I'll have a good laugh ^_^ Otherwise, it may turn into some extra income which, of course, I definately wouldn't mind ^_^

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Ah, My Loyal Battle Monkeys! [26 Jul 2005|08:54pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Ever have one of those days where you wake up and just knew it wasn't gonna be a good day...So you decide to go back to sleep only to wake up less than an hour later feeling that it'll be even worse than you thought before? >_< Well, today was something like that...I know it's no good to dwell on things that are already in the past...But no matter how much I try not to think about it, it comes back to hit me harder than ever unexpectedly... >_< Oh well, guess I'll just have to deal with it...

Work didn't help much at all today either...Sure it started out alright with a few minor tasks here and there...But then, I had to deal with the task of setting up two Unix machines--running Fedora Core--so that one could mount a folder from the other using NFSv4... >_< Well, me being the Unix newbie that I am, was ecstatic after getting it to work after a few hours of research and work...So I decided to reboot the two machines to make sure that it was all working fine...Only to find out that after rebooting, the folders wouldn't mount anymore >_< So I decided to redo all the settings on both machines...Only for it to still not work... >_< Then I reboot the machines again, and they magically decided to work! >_< So then, of course, not being satisfied with not knowing why it stopped working in the first place, I tried rebooting the machines again, and yet again it worked... @_@ So I tried unmounting and remounting the drive, just to make a final check that it was working...And what do you know...It stopped working... -_- I was quite ready to slam my head against the wall... >_< Which I'm sure the guy working in the same room as me would have found utterly amusing...Or disturbing... @_@ One of the two... >_< Finally, I got a suggestion from Rich to update the kernel for the machines, but by that time, I really didn't feel like doing anything more, so I'll do that tomorrow... >_< Hopefully that will fix the problem...

However, the one saving grace of the day was that...My copy of Makai Kingdom arrived! >_< Oh my gosh...Finally I have something worthwhile to keep my mind occupied in my sleepless nights and mornings... >_< And with that, I leave you with the wise words of the one who is known as Asshat, "You idiot! Who's the overlord now, bitch!?"

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Yay for Work! [21 Jul 2005|08:35pm]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

After finally getting a good 6 hours of sleep 2 nights ago...I of course end up getting half an hour sleep last night... >_< And because I ended up with nothing better to do in the early morning, I ended up going to work at 7:30...Which is kinda sad when I think about it...Going to work early because I have nothing better to do... >_< Would make more sense if I got paid more for it, but I don't, so yah @_@ Ha ha ha, either way, maybe I should just make it to work at 6AM tomorrow and make it a full 12 hour work day >_< Oh, the fun never ends... ^_^

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Heh...heh... @_@ [15 Jul 2005|11:33pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Well, today definately had its ups and downs...Started out pretty well...I actually managed to get 4 hours of sleep last night, which is double what I've been getting lately...But right after I wake up, I find out that my internet connection's down... T_T And as if to toy with me, it doesn't come back up until right before I have to go get ready for work... @_@

After that, work was rather dull...By the end of the day, however, I did receive a pleasant surprise...I finally got my first paycheck for the job at the new company @_@ It's not much now, but at least I won't be stuck with just $1.07 in my checking account anymore... ^_^ Always a pleasant thought, ha ha @_@ Too bad that thought didn't last too long as, soon after getting home, there were other things to think about...Well, I suppose those thoughts were there throughout the day, but they were just more prevailant after I got home... T_T

Oh well, I suppose on the bright side, it's the beginning of the weekend, so I don't have work for the next two days >_< However, I could also say that it's kind of sad that it's a Friday night and I'm at home...Doing god knows what...Because I certainly have no clue what I'm doing... @_@ But anyways, yes...At the least, I now have once again found a reason to look forward to weekends T_T

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Ha ha ha ha ^_^ [13 Jul 2005|09:55pm]
[ mood | restless ]

Yessssss >_< Sooo, I almost killed about 5 or so people today, ha ha ha...Of course including myself @_@ Seems it's true that driving while experiencing lack of sleep could be just as bad or even worse than driving after drinking >_< I swear, I have no idea how I made it home today without getting in an accident...From nearly drifting into another lain without noticing to other...Umm, more dangerous endeavors that I will not mention... @_@ Yah, I'm surprised I made it home...

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Zzzzz.... x_x [12 Jul 2005|11:28pm]
[ mood | hallucinatory ]

Well, I think the lack of sleep is finally starting to get to me...Hallucinations and blurry vision...Well, blurrier than usual anyways...I think these are just signs that I need more sleep... T_T

Anyways, work is slowly moving along now...It's still a bit dull considering there really aren't that many requests for technical support at the moment, but everything's progressing...I still wish the hours started and ended an hour or two earlier though... T_T

After work, I went out to get some sushi with Randy, Joe and Lita which was fun...It was quite crowded at the Sushi House as usual, but it was worth the wait as the food was great @_@ Which is made even better by the fact that it was my first meal in about 20 hours...On the downside, I'd have to say that I was probably acting quite dull since, as I mentioned before, I was quite out of it...And I'm pretty sure that, despite what Lita may have said, I think that I frightened her with my "nearly-crash-into-oncoming-car-and-making-last-second-sharp-turns" style driving... @_@ Yes...You have not experienced fear until you have ridden in the car while I drive, ha ha ha @_@ Anyways, it was quite fun...At least to me anyways... @_@ But now, I believe it is time for me to make my futile attempt at sleeping...Which probably will just end up being another 2 hour nap T_T

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Oh My God @_@ Update? [10 Jul 2005|07:42pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Well, it seems that I haven't posted here in quite a long time...Heh, well, when my first post for the year apparently comes in July, it's definately been a while...Anyways, I suppose an update is in order...Although I don't plan on updating 7 months worth of info @_@

I suppose I'll start with AX, which was now a week ago...Just as every other AX I've been to, I wish I had more money to spend T_T I almost spent all my money entirely on Bleach merchandise alone, ha ha @_@ Other than that, the Kotoko concert was awesome. We got seats in the 9th row in the center section, and although we had better seats last year at the Yoko Ishida concert, I suppose the seats we got weren't too bad either...At the least, it could have been much worse, ha ha @_@ Although the people in front of us kept on standing up which was kinda annoying, but eh, it was still fun ^_^ The AMV's this year were pretty cool. I think for the first time in all the AMV competitions I've attended, I actually had a difficult decision deciding what the best AMV was...Well, at least for the comedy genre anyways...Other than that, AX was pretty much just waiting in line...The line to picking up badges...The line to the panels...The line to the concert...The line to the dealer's room...The line to get in line... @_@ Ha ha, yah, that was just bad...Oh and I was also disappointed that I wasn't able to attend the Maaya Sakamoto concert...But by the day the concert was supposed to be, I had gotten so tired of standing in line, that I didn't want to stand in two more lines for getting tickets and actually going to the concert... >_<

Anyways, that was AX...Since I've gotten back from AX, I've averaged about 2 hours sleep nightly... @_@ Which kinda leaves me quite tired now...Doesn't help that I now go to work full time from 9 to 6 at a startup company in Fremont, where I'm programming various payment oriented things and also handling some technical support...The hours aren't bad, but I kinda wish they were earlier considering I'm awake by 5 every morning anyways... @_@ I'm still a bit unsure of whether the stuff I'm doing is up to par, but I'm sure they won't hesitate to tell me if I've screwed up somehow, sooo, hopefully at the least this will give me some monetary income... @_@ Especially since I'm now completely broke after AX, ha ha ha @_@

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Urgh... [03 Dec 2004|10:16pm]
[ mood | blank ]

[info]sionx is love
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Well, that's a rather interesting result @_@

On another note, isn't the weather we're having lately absolutely lovely? ^_^ In the morning, when I look at that stupid WeatherBug thing that somehow got installed on my computer, if I didn't know any better, I would have thought it's readings were supposed to be in Celsius rather than Farenheit. @_@ I swear, I can't remember the last time the temperatures here have hit the mid 30's...And now it's not just for one day either, it's been pretty constant every morning, ha ha. Yup, quite lovely weather. ^_^
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T_T Just T_T [01 Oct 2004|11:35pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

Hmm, apparently another one of my hard drives has decided to turn on me. T_T This time, I have files just disappearing from my drive...No free space gained...Files aren't found anywhere through search...The files are just gone... T_T It's not so angering that the files disappeared...The thing that really gets to me is that I have no clue exactly what files went missing. T_T That means I have no way of knowing what files I need to get back... -_- Arg, wonderful start to a new month...

Although I guess it's just a continuation of the last couple weeks of last month, seeing as how those weren't exactly the most enjoyable either...First of all, 7:45AM class is killing me...For some reason, knowing that I have class at 7:45 in the morning, makes me wake up at, hmm, I dunno, about 5AM... @_@ Not to mention the fact that it still takes me over an hour to fall asleep at night... @_@ I'm starting to head to bed earlier and earlier...Heck, just last night, I was so dead, that I went to bed at 9:30PM...Although I still didn't fall asleep until well past 11... -_- The worst thing yet is that even when I do fall asleep, I can't get any good quality sleep seeing as how I wake up ever half an hour to an hour... T_T So I guess that leaves me at, about 3-4 hours average sleep during the school week...It's kinda funny though...It's gotten to the point where the lack of sleep has noticeably affected me...As often times, I find myself forgetting what I'm doing, while I'm in the middle of doing it...Not to mention the frequency I find myself spacing out is increasing more and more each day...I guess one thing I can be happy about is that I still manage to be able to sleep in on weekends...Mmhmm, sleep in til about 7AM... T_T It's sad how 7AM is considered sleeping in for me now...I miss those old days where I could sleep til 3 in the afternoon. T_T Well, at least I do manage to average about 7 hours of sleep over the weekend...Although it isn't quite enough to totally refresh me for the next school week. T_T Meaning as the weeks of this semester pass, I'm gonna be more and more out of it... -_- I guess I better get to sleep now before I lose my only chance to catch up on what I can't get over the week... T_T

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Ready to Hibernate @_@ [26 Aug 2004|06:45pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Ugh, well, first week of classes is finally through for me...And being that I've waken up around 5:30AM for the last 4 days...Which is about an hour or so earlier than I normally wake up...I'm rather tired. @_@ Today was even more tiring since I was at school from 7:45 in the morning til 4 in the afternoon...With only an hour break at lunch, which of course, I ended up spending in line to buy a book instead of actually eating. -_-

Anyways, classes this semester surrprisingly aren't all that bad...I'd say that the worse part is just that there's so much written homework that I have to do...And I always tend to leave all of it til the last minute. >_< Ha ha, isn't procrastination great? Left me with 3 math assignments, an econ assignment and a bio assignment to do yesterday. @_@ On the bright side, the lectures are actually pretty decent although I still think they're going a bit slow, but I guess it's already to be expected at a JC. -_-

One thing that worries me though, is how drop-dead-tired I feel right now...This is just after one week... @_@ I don't even want to imagine how it's gonna be after a couple of weeks like this...And I don't wanna imagine how it would be like if I actually did get a job, even though it is unavoidable. @_@ As for now, I'm just glad that I have tomorrow off. T_T This means major sleeping in...Hopefully... @_@

On yet another note, apparently, yet again, I've run outta hard drive space... -_- Just recently, I had burned enough stuff to free up about 25GB of space...However, now I'm back down to about 5GB free between my 22 partitions...That means I've used up 975GB... -_- Kinda makes me wish they'd hurry up and come out with those multi-terabyte hard drives. >_< Although I guess even if it was made available in retail, I wouldn't be able to afford one. T_T

Anyways, I suppose that's it for now. @_@

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@_@ [22 Aug 2004|07:31pm]
[ mood | restless ]

Wow, it's been quite a while since I posted an actual update, but with the new semester starting tomorrow, I figured I'd put something up.

Anyways, I guess I'll start out with my schedule, which is:

7:45-8:50 ~ Calculus I
9:00-10:15 ~ Cultural Geography
10:30-11:45 ~ Intro to Music

7:45-8:50 ~ Calculus I
9:00-10:15 ~ Principles of Microeconomics
10:30-11:45 ~ Intro to Biology

1:15-4:05 ~ Bio Lab

That's 18 units of non-major classes. T_T Luckily, Calc, Econ, and Bio shouldn't be too much of a problem. I'm more worried about Music and Geography, since from the description, looks like I'll have to do some writing and analysis...Which never was a favorite thing for me to do...I'm still kinda dreading having to sit through 3 classes in a row, since I was dying through having to sit through 2 classes in a row last semester, but hopefully, the teachers from this semester won't be as angering making it a little more tolerable.

Looking on the bright side, I basically only have morning classes everyday, so all my afternoons other than Thursday will be free. No classes on Friday, so it's like a 3 day weekend every week. >_< This should allow me a good schedule to try to work in a job. @_@ Now if only I could get that job at Best Buy, but I guess I'll start applying to other places closer to my place soon. One thing's definately for sure though...A steady monetary income is definately needed. @_@ Too much stuff coming out soon...Isolation...Phantom Brave...Star Ocean 3...Gah, why must all the good releases always bunch up together. T_T

Other than that, I gotta start worrying about my transfer stuff. -_- I know I'm definately way behind on my math courses (due to full classes, and placement test issues). Hopefully, I can talk to my counselor and we can come up with some plan to let me transfer to UCB this following year. @_@ Heck, I'm willing to take multiple sequential math courses next semester if needed and allowed. >_< All I know is that I wanna get out of that JC and get on with my more challenging major courses. T_T Can't wait til I can take the upper division CS courses...And hopefully some AI courses too. ^_^

Anyways, I suppose that's all for now, hopefully I'll get over my laziness and update a little more often from now on. @_@

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Heh, an Entry... [06 Aug 2004|10:09pm]
[ mood | blah ]

What Legendary Japanese Monster Are You? by kumauru
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You are...
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Ha, although not an actual entry, at least I post something. @_@ Too unmotivated to make an actual update right now...Also too caught up in working on a new website at the moment, so maybe I'll post an update later...But maybe I won't. @_@ Don't hold your breath.
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Heh... [25 Mar 2004|09:21pm]
[ mood | angry ]

I would like to take this time to express the pure hatred I hold towards anything and everything that has to do with my JC...Especially the ones I have my computer classes with. I swear, I have never met idiots that annoy me more than the ones I have classes with...I never thought that I would meet people in this world lazier than me...But these people will do anything in their power to make sure that the class makes as little progress as possible...They ask stupid questions about whatever the teacher just spent the last half of the class thoroughly explaining...They are willing to argue for a point which has already been proven wrong...And they argue against points which are correct...The worst part is, the idiot of a teacher happily goes along with their idiocy. >_< He is actually happy to spend the remaining half of the class re-explaining what he had just spent the previous half of the class explaining... >_< He is willing to slow down the already sloth-like pace of the class even further in order to further prove why something is wrong or why something is correct when he had already shown it quite clearly...This is not even mentioning another teacher I have that doesn't even know the subject she's teaching...She openly stated in class, "I'm learning all this stuff right with you guys..." -_- True, I never expected JC standards to be very high...But heck, I expected it to be at least higher than what I'm seeing now. @_@

Anyways, yah...Rather bad...It's getting to the point of just thinking about class angers me and gives me a headache... -_- I can't wait til Spring Break... -_-

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Err.. [21 Feb 2004|08:04pm]
Ha ha ha, I got lazy, so no update for now. >_
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Mmm...An Update? [19 Feb 2004|10:59pm]
[ mood | sore ]

Well, I haven't update for so long...Ha ha, and this won't really be an update because I'm tired as hell...Maybe I'll put a full update tomorrow or something...And by tomorrow, I mean within the next decade... -_- Anyways, I updated my site layout, so just click the link at the top if you want to check it out, other than that...Umm, I'll put in "tomorrow's" update.

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x_x [07 Jan 2004|10:54pm]
[ mood | sore ]

In case anyone was wondering...I'm not dead yet...I'm getting there... @_@ But not quite yet...

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